他的‘他’

事实很多时候都很难想象。我今天一个人开心在买衣服，突然想起我的阳光美少男，就发了个简讯给他。不久后我就到停车场开车走人，天啊~你也太好了，让我真的看见他。我身边的车里就是他，还有他的爱人。我不赶看，因为我怕我会忍不住哭。所以我假装什么都没看见，一路向前开。我的眼泪不停的溜，我也不知道该怎么好。其实我一直都很想看看他的‘他’的样子，现在真的看到了，可是为什么我会哭？

我在想，如果我没有在哪个时间离开，应该不会怎么痛。我自己其实也很清楚，不是我没有努力，只是无论我怎么做，都是‘不可能’，因为我不是‘他’。

I wanna be with you

I had a high fever and coughing my lungs out,I don't even wanna step out of my bedroom on this wonderful Sunday.I didn't take a shower or even changed my clothes for the whole day long,just keep laying on my bed.Surprisingly my Hunk called,I rushed to pick up the call and he wanted to have dinner with me.Of course I said yes and next I rushed to the bathroom started to groom myself.

We meet at the restaurant,and then we did had a nice dinner together.Next he wanted to have ice-cream so we went to Desa Park City and bought an ice-cream from the seven-eleven store and we head lake side garden walking slowly together side by side.I hold my pain because I want him to feel good with me.

He did noticed my expression and my coughing,so he walk even slow to wait for me.He is sweet he is nice he is everything I ever wanted.I feel so nice that I get to have one of his Sunday night.

Dear God,I really wanna to be with him.