Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Single But Not Available

It's really been a while that I'm staying in "Single But N/A".I've been wondering am I too lonely now,but guess wat I'm in love with my life now.I admit that it's really hurts when I'm alone in the car and it's raining.But I know I'm okay and I will be better.
Mindy is single now (temporarily).Apparently her ex-boyfriend James Tze trying to add me in Facebook as a friend,but guess wat I've IGNORED the request.Today he tries to add me again and I IGNORED it again.I swear I'm not trying to make Mindy single so that I'm not alone.It's just I dont understand why I have to accept him.When we are eating or singing he just keep quiet as we are transparent.He never says "hi" or smile.And when Mindy wanted to separate,he added me and trying to be a friends now?Do u think is that neccesary?It's not that I dont wanna give him a chance to change,but dont u think it's all too late?Okay if Mindy wanted to give him another chance then I'll shut up.
Maybe you'll think I'm bad,this is who I am.I really appreciate and treasure that I've Mindy as my best best friend.But I really dont like him,pls~
I think I really forgotten how's the feeling of love,heartbeat,sweet talk,flirt and someone who sleep late because he is worry when your're out.Oh God please sent someone to me,I need a man to shower me with lots of LOVE~